I still havent felt the passion working in my new office. It's supposed to be a great, dignified job but I feel something missing. The overall emotions are fear, low self-esteem and tired. I really dont feel anything great until now.
I dont know why but maybe because my last job was a very fun job and I was unemployed for the last six month n maybe that make me kinda lazy. While in the new office, attitude is important especially dealling with higher rank. Also despite the conception of civil servants being lazy and have so much free time, my office seems the opposite than that.
I know I shouldnt complain coz I got what I wanted. The stabil job until my old days. Beside I started this job only a week ago. Maybe in the future, i'll get my passion for working. Maybe I'll have great friends working there. Maybe my payment will be good. Maybe...
Anyway for now, I just have to bear it all, find happiness (whatever the size of it) in everything I do now, and still being positive. And most important thing is KEEP SMILING ^..^
